Tomorrow, I really start my new job!!! My store, the Apple Store will be opening!!!! I'm beyond excited!! It's going to be amazing!! I'm going in for 8-8:15, even though I don't start then, I want to be part of it, I know for a fact that I will not have a voice at the end of the day, and I'm OK with that, I can't wait!! I'm literally vibrating typing this I'm so excited!!! 

In 10 hours , The APPLE Store will have come!!! So freaking excited!! I can't wait for it.

Everything was worth it, the training, the long hours, EVERYTHING!!! Oh!!  I Can't wait!!! OMG!!!! 

I'm trying to go to sleep, but I'm so shook up, I'm nervous as hell, I don't want to fuck up tomorrow, but I know that I will, I"m ok with that, because I know that it will be wonderful, and totally worth every little detail! GOD!!!! 

The only thing that terrifies me are going to be the people, the extreme amounts of people that will be coming through the doors, I'm a little nervous about that, but also can't wait for it to happen!!!!

I have a new layout, and it's all thanks to kazamesu, And it's sooo pretty!!!

I have Nao and Saga from Alice nine, and I love it so much!! It's so pretty and it's purple and black, I love it!!

Now I'll be able to have a reason to post every day. . . mind you, I will be staring at the header, so whatever time it says I posted, go back about 40 mins! lol!!!

What do you guys think of it?

Omg, I'm beyond exhausted! But I am more happy, I have a job, yay, and my life is slowly coming together, so I'm pleased.

School is set up, and my debt payment system is up, so again pleased.

I'm too tired to write anything else, so now I'm going to bed.

Nite! 

 In Canada, today is Canada Day!!!! I hung out with my mom, and my friends Kiel, Kevin, Bret, and Kiel's friends. Today is Kiel's b-day so we celebrated the only way Canadians celebrate; drinking and being loud! LOL!!!

It was total win, and I saw the gorgeous fireworks. I really do love fireworks, and they were truly amazing and breathtaking! I really enjoy them, I love fireworks the most, above anything else, they are my favorite part of Canada Day, and of course Kiel's birthday!


Anyways, I'm super tired, so I'm off to bed, so everyone, have fun, party hard, and drink responsibly!

 There is something wrong with me, I'm up before 9:30! Shocker! I woke up at around 8, then actually got out of bed at 9. ^_^

I have really strange dreams, but I think that's normal ne? We all do sometimes! Anyway, in this dream  I hd just come back from Vegas with some friends, and  I was planning my wedding (I hv no idea who the guy was) And  I decided not to follow the norm, and decided to get a purple dress, pale purple with sliver flowing through it. It was custom made and gorgeous, I was on cloud nine. It looked like a anime fantasy dress (look at Sukisho) blended in with Venetian carnival dress with a real steal boned corset, *yes it was sexy as hell and painful to sit* and I loved it. Anyways, I heard on odd sound so I walked over to the door in my dress (This dress will take bout 4 ppl helping me,  somehow put it on myself) and as soon as  I opened the door the room vanished. 

In front of me was a massive forest, I was still holding onto a door, and it was melting in my hand.  I stepped forward, and my dress changed colours to blue, starting with a pale pale blue at the top, flowing to a royal sapphire colour (I hate the word sapphire) my shoes changing from purple to pure silver, and a little hot to the touch.  The forest also changed, the trees became metal and metal flowers and leaves falling down, as soon as they touched me they turned into cherry blossoms, just a sliver colour made out of silk. 

There was a fog, it was purple and it was a low lying fog, like in horror movies. It was thick and rolling, I couldn't see my feet and  I only felt my shoes melt from my feet. The fog was really thick and all light that was in this forest blinked out. A door popped out of no where (I stopped walking when the lights went out) and the door opened. There was lots of light, and all I saw was a long hallway with doors. At the end of the hallway, there was an eye, it was egyptian in shape, and makeup application. It was looking at me and blinking. Each time it blinked, it's iris changed colour, and a door opened.

I woke up afterwards with a scarf in hands. 

So. What do you think of this dream?

 Ok, so I have a bake sale to do tomorrow, here it's 12 am, and I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT!!! Now I have to make food, and bring make-up and try not to stress completely, *losing* and I have so much homework, so this is all piling on right now!!!


Too much!!!!

This is so fucking true!! I was reading it *only got through the first 2 books* and i was like... she's so in love with him, and knows nothing about him, and the pure unconditional love that Bella has for Edward is down right scary. And then to read that the author dreamed it all up, and i was like... holy shit... that makes so much more sense now. She's still creepy beyond freaking belief. And honestly, what's up with the cradle robbing??? But in general it's so true.. The woman is completely nutzo and the story is so freaking creepy the love is just OMG it's worse than fangirl. He mentioned it, she is convinced completely that she is Bella... wtf? How can you be convinced of that?! like seriously! I liked the first book... the second was interesting but started to go downhill, and I never read the last cuz I knew it was going to be complete shit.

But he does nicely sum up what I think of her, she is insane and needs to have a massive reality check. It's like mothers who REALLY wanted to be beauty queens, so they force their poor children to do it *watching toddlers and tiaras*. Who the hell tans their 4 YEAR OLD!?!?! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?!!? There is no way anyone can tell me that these children chose to do that at that age, they can barley write their own names, how can they possibly be able to choose that they want to be in a pageant?

Like honestly what the fuck is wrong with you, you stupid woman? Why would you do that? That's just plain evil, HELLOO!! That's what happens to child actors and child singers, they go loopey later on in life. Examples; Britney Spears, Shirley Temple, Micheal Jackson, Jackson 5 in general, and many more.

I think it's dead wrong on so many levels that a 4 yr old knows how to put on make-up better than a porn star! Have you seen those kids?! They have more make-up than a porn star, what the hell do they need makeup for, they have flawless skin, they haven't hit puberty, so WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU COVERING UP?! These poor children don't even get a childhood. I suppose the same can be said about children who show promise in swimming, music, sports, horse back riding, gymnastics *me*, or anything else, but how do you figure that your 3 year old shows promise in WALKING?! EVERY CHILD WALKS!!!

So how do you figure that yours is a shining star? Now if anyone who reads this happens to do this or has had it done to themselves, then I'm slightly sorry if I insult you, but it's my journal, so I can write this. Anyway, how do you figure it out at all?

I hated doing the gymnastics, I did it for 10 years, and  I was not happy doing most of it, so what it made me flexible, but now  I can't do the spilts, and so what if I can flip? How is that going to get me in life? To be in Cirque de Soliel, you have to be top! And well I'm not.  I think people should just let children be children and put a crap load less pressure on them. The poor dears. 


Now back to Vampires, and Twilight. Again, anyone who decides to read this, I slightly apologize if I offend you. Vampires glowing in the daylight is fucking ridiculous. I do like that she took on a different angle from vampires being gloomy and living in dark gothic castles and living my candle light cuz that's just stupid. I mean they are in the modern age, and HELLO!! They a;ready lived through that hell of no electricity. . . why would they want to do that for the rest of their lives? My god these people are weird as fuck. 

http://theantitwilightmovement.webs.com/home.htm

That is the site that started my insane laughing. I think this site has hit it on the head pretty well... yet  I do think that they have gone a little too far, but whatever, it's their choice to do at the please ne? But holy, this phenomenon with Vampires is getting annoying. I mean we have Buffy... and I really don't like that woman, she annoys me, and then we have Gackt, and well you can't say anything bad about him. Then there is Asagi from D, and holy that man is a walking vampire practically, and pretty so who cares? And then there is Kamijo form Versailles. (If you have no idea who I'm talking about... YOUTUBE NOW) And there is *shudder* Marilyn Manson... and he scares me to put him in the same category as Gackt and MANA (HELLO! Female vampire) and all the other great singers out there, oh and can't forget about OZZY! I do like him, but I don't think he's quite in the same league for completely different reasons. 

Then there is Hollywood's take on vampires, for example, 30 Days of Night.... The movie is freaking awesome (I will not be mentioning Twilight since I refuse to see it) but the ending was a piece of complete SHIT! WTF!?!!?! GAWD! What a fucking sellout! Sad thing, is that I totally expected it. But what else do you expect from Hollywood? God, there was so much POTENTIAL Totally ruined!!

Oh and then to throwback to classics, you have Queen of the Damned, the book was so good, How could they do that to the memory of the book? Why cuz they are Hollywood, and they don't give a fuck about anyone else but themselves? I don't even want to go into it it pisses me off so much, and Interview with a vampire so damned good, the book that is, the movie was meh meh. Why, because they totally OBSCUREd the ending so beautifully, I almost wanted to cry, but  I refrained. (barley) and Well let's not get into Van Helsing... (total bastardy of the manga/anime/comic, whatever you want to call it) and Underworld... I can't believe they are coming out with another one... (wait, yes  I can, HW is that fucked) and I'm sorry to do this, but there is the Japanese/Chinese vampire movies. 

I like Moon Child, *Soley for Gackt, and one other person* and Twins Effect was... well.. it was a stupid concept from the first, and Edison Chen, I like you, especially when you speak in english... but the concept? *spoiler* A vampire refusing to draw blood from a victim... not even a different species than human.. .wtf? That was a little stupid. And as for Moon Child, I still think the best part was near then end,*spoiler* and Gackt is coughing up blood, for me that was amazing to look at. (This is the same person who was laughing her ass off during the whole 30 DON Because the vampires on the rampage were spectacular to watch) I loved it, I thought the movie actually had a purpose and looked like it would be interesting, and of course it did not fail me *Gackt, when do you ever? (never)*. 

And on that note,  I can't wait for Bunraku to come out! This will be interesting to see how well(awful) HW destroys Bunraku. I hope they at least of the concept of what Bunraku is somewhere in the movie. I want to end this rant before I get into Forbidden Kingdom.... I'm so pissed at that movie, also at F&F Tokyo Drift... if anyone has seen it, and knows ANYTHING about Japan... then they will know the none of the main characters were Japanese, and the girl.... grrrrrrr..... BUT they are making a 4th installment of F&F With original cast ... this should be interesting, and they are bringing in the heavy duty muscle cars from the 70's and 60's I'm drooling just thinking about it! 

But now I have to get back to my homework.. kanji needs to die a very slow and painful death... and French... I don't think it would be safe to enter those waters...

Till next time, Ja ne.

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took this from neofetish, and I love it!!!

Aoi is such a dork

Ryou stepped into the room. There was red colour everywhere it was on the floor, on the sheets, even on the ceiling. The red contrasted to the whiteness of the room. Ryou thought it added to the room, it gave it definition and light. The red dripped down the walls like fresh paint. Ryou turned at the sound of moaning, and the rustling of the sheets.

Ryou looked at the two figures lying in the bed together. Both naked, one tied to the bed, with red splashed all over his chest, his chest rising and falling in fast, panicked bursts. Ryou surveyed the scene. The other was dead. His head nearly severed, the red colour flowing onto the other male’s body.

Ryou turned his head towards the window, watching as the sun rose, the light of the pre dawn so beautiful; the pinks and oranges, bathing the world in a sweet innocent light. So deceptive that light and feeling really were. He watched the windows and a fresh spray of crimson soared into the air, adding another colour to the early morning. The flash of silver the last colour, dipped in scarlet, fell to the pink floor, deepening to a glorious rouge hue.

I'M FINISHED ALLELUIA I'M FINISHED!!! now just have to finish these stupid essays, then can enjoy my summer! ^_^
oh and new post, well addition to story ^_^

( KoDa Pt. 2 )

My friend is going to JAPAN!! And I am so freaking happy for her!! I know she will totally love it, and it will be the most amazing experience ever! I'm a little jealous, but I know that I will be there soon, so it makes me feel better!! ^_^


I am working on a story, and I am so very happy about that!
And school is finally working out the way I want, so again very happy bout that, hopefully this year, life will be better off for me, I have a feeling it will be fun ^_~!!

bold = what you are
italics = 50/50
underlined = my comments

I look EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun. I like being black, but of course since I am and a girl, I MUST be pregnant.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. why on earth would i want to be like everyone else? Wouldn't that be boring?
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMAICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life. I have close enough to A's
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude. Have you read my fanfiction?
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot. just most people, like every race
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy. I could hurt a fly, hate those buggers, but not a dog or cat too cute!
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenaged drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I'm CHRISTIAN, so I MUST hate gay people.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an overcontrolling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY alot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be overcontrolling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE so I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse.
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist.
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I Must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep.
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.
I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!
I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE.
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser.
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippie.
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so it MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, so I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan.
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blonde blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see. Well, in reality there's only one girl for me 8D *corny*
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED.
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast.
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish.
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroos.
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times.
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching bands, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK and SMOKE, so I MUST have no life.
I HATE RAP music so I MUST not fit in.
I move around ALOT so I MUST not fit in anywhere.
I call my friends GOOD LOOKING so I MUST be Lesbian.
I've NEVER been kissed so I MUST not be good enough.
I'm a CHRISTIAN so I MUST not listen to GOOD MUSIC.
I wear TRENCH COATS a lot, so I MUST be like those COLUMBINE KIDS.
I live in a RURAL AREA with horses and farms, I MUST be a stupid, back-water HICK.
I collect KNIVES, I MUST be a psycho killer.I like to collect swords, does this mean that I love to kill people?
I believe in FAIRIES AND DRAGONS, so I MUST be out of touch with reality.

Ok. who knows of some good anime that I can get, The names would be useful, also if there is any yaoi anime I do believe I would be in heaven. At this moment i am writing a story, it's confusing and funny, and just plain weird. So far the pairings are Ueda Tatsuya from KAT-TUN, Tanaka Koki also from KAT-TUN, and Gackt-sama, (if you do not know who he is, you need to get out of the rock that you live in) give me a heads up on what you thik about these three. Since I'm a little crazy, I'll probably throw in the rest of KAT-TUN, Gacktjob, and lord knows what other bands, so again give me so feedback on good or bad. thanks^^